Bittersweet Romance

november's calling

2010-11-01T00:05:00.000-07:00

For some reason or so, I accidentally resurrected my facebook unintentionally by signing into my own account without thinking. Guess I am just going to leave it there and then as such since I am basically just pushing forward my plans to revive my social life. Aloha fb!

I wasted my morning away. Went to school at 1130 to find out chem madam was stuck in a meeting so we couldn't have consult. But good catching up with my girls hehe Hx is the funniest she has plans to take me into Helipad for free because she's a VIP hahah I love my friends they are the best :) My little green packet of encouragement!! I can't wait to party with my girls after As so exciting!! Speaking of partying Natphoon also texted me last night to tell me she has tix for the party@butterfact for me!! I can't wait to party with Ted and Nat it's going to be so fun!! Except it's the very night that Cherie and I are returning from KL. Omg can't imagine getting back to Sg at 9pm and partying at 12am?

I had lunch with my parents at the country club today. I really can't decide if I want to learn how to drive or learn how to play golf after As. That's not the point though, my parents asked me to tell them about my after As plans. I am impressed at how my parents always take whatever I say with a pinch of salt. Like how I told them 10 times that I am going to KL for a week to work as a chaperone but they still exclaim "oh KL when? Never heard you mention" As of today onwards, I am going to be officially liberated in 26 days. Then hi-ho! Off to KL! Pity I am not going to see my dad for a long time till I get back though he's going to be off for a business trip for 2 weeks :( Then when he gets back I'll be gone for squash. My dad's the best! He gave a very straight face when I told him about the shipment that I registered under his office address :D I can't wait to volunteer at the AG home! Excited :) Then holiday plans with the boys!! We are going to Hongkong!! Hehe YAY :)

K blog again later must do some math.

2007-11-15T00:22:00.000-08:00

I have moved. Finally. Its about time.

Find me at lydiaalexisong.livejournal.com

2007-11-14T06:59:00.000-08:00

"I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of slavery."

I m going to practice isolationism till next Monday.Till then duhlings, I bid you farewell.

This is for my 5 lovely duhlings I havent seen in almost a week.

I want to see you guys before I leave! I want to crash Island like we did last year during CT! I want to drink Teh Tarik and walk all the way back to school at night.

I want to end 2007 doing the things I plan to do.

I m none of your business.

2007-11-12T06:36:00.000-08:00

I have to blog about today!

Cherie came over! And guess what we did. I studied. She slept. In my comfortable bed for like 1 hour. What a pig. Then I got bored of studying so we watched a bit of Jap anime then we decided to walk to the petrol kiosk to buy pocky. Yay pocky. My favourite.

Instead of taking the usual overhead bridge, I had the craziest idea of jaywalking across the highway. And the railing was kinda high so Cherie couldnt get over. I mean, I could but it was kinda hard to. Well anyway after much screaming and people laughing at us from the back of their stupid lorries and with much difficulty we screamed our ways across the road. So actual fact, we screamed all the way to the petrol kiosk. Bought our pocky and screamed all the way back to the other end of the road.

Then instead of going home, we decided to take a short walk around my territory. All hail king! Nyehnyeh jealous people. Lol. So we walked and ate like pigs. Long discussion about how to celebrate Christmas this year, probably a clique party on the actual day. I mean its all about spending with family and loved ones right. Present exchange sounds pretty cool. Mmhm then we walked back and watched more anime.

Then dinner time and Andre brought a friend home. He was huge. I mean huge, really huge. Giant. Omg. pounce on me, flatten me squish me kind of giant. Yeah then we had dinner which was quite funny. My brother's crappy disease started acting up again hahaha. Then my dad's friend came over. Sudden outburst of guests today. But it made the house much much more lively.

Thank you Kenneth for my cookies(:

Bon Voyage Adam Yen. Will celebrate your birthday when you come back(:

2007-11-11T21:52:00.000-08:00

Just a matter of opinion.

There's something cool about my computer. It hangs when it comes across random blogs where people post like 987654321 photos of themselves. It leaves me speechless.

There are 2 kinds of people with this obsession. One who takes 987654321 photos of him/her self only. Only, yes only. That one person's face in many different angles and many different poses. Another takes 987654321 photos of him/her self with someone else but still in many different poses. Both are equally bad.

And the reason why I m voicing out my view here is because people look at you for your face and personality in the photo right? And not how many different clothes you are wearing and posing and maybe advertising for so and so shop? Perhaps.

Okay fine. I feel injustice for my computer. But then again, cameras are meant to take the fun moments of your life. See, when you come across a certain person's blog, you actually can tell from the photos posted up, what kind of freak this person is. Someone who has a sad fetish taking photos of him/her self? Or someone who has fun just hanging out with friends. I mean its different if you take lots of photos with friends and post like a couple up. But its annoying when you post 987654321 different kinds of angles of yourself.

Lesson learnt and point taken. So long people. I m off to study chem and to digest my words of wisdom.

2007-11-11T07:13:00.000-08:00

Basically, this post is going to sum up my weekend.

Friday, I

sneaked out of the house to watch a movie and got caught.
actually realised how annoying some singaporeans can be ( esp mothers with babies. fking annoying)
fell in love with the bag at WH. I need to find ways to make it mine.
called Reuben to wish him Happy Deepavali. Lucky thing who's a double ang pow collector pierced his ears.
talked to C until 2am and messaged J until 3am. What a bummer. I need a vow to sleep early and stop messaging.

Saturday, I

woke up really late.
helped my mom book the stuff for Hongkong so its finalised. Yay.
went for mass with the parentels.
had dinner at Soup Restaurant at Royal Plaza on Scotts.
concluded that the food there is one of my favourite chinese restaurants
also concluded that its a rip off cause they charged me 2 bucks for a plate of peanuts.
talked to AA until 2am. Wtf.

Sunday which basically is today was fun fun fun to the max.

Woke up at 12 and got ready to meet Qian at Cathay. Caught Stardust today. So in total I watched 3 movies in 7 days. I feel the pain in my pocket. Ate Yakun Kaya toast and we smuggled chips into the cinema. Hahaha. Qian fell asleep many many times in the cinema. And before the movie started.

Me: Hey Qian! What show is this ah? Is the trailer nice?
Qian: Eh I dont know leh! I never saw the trailer at all!
Me: WHAT!? You mean you dont know what we are watching!?
Qian: Ya! Ahya never mind just watch lah!
Me: Ya ya stop covering up for your many " eh eh stardust stardust!"

And after the show Qian was so high she started going up and down the escalator. Saw Gladys at Cathay too. Then after that Qian and I walked down and went to FOS and tried to buy a shirt but they were all too short for our long bodies. Hah! Then I went for tuition. Was quite alright. New guy came today and he's from my church. Hahaha. I gave Ms Lee the cute drawing!Yay! Then during chem I lent Mrs Kang my jacket and I forgot to take it back! Ahaha damn. And 7 eleven cheated my feelings okay. I bought nachos and it was a pathetic amount of cheese. Felt cheated.

Okay today is a cheat-my-feelings day. I love Qian. She made half of my day very enjoyable. Yay(: Thats why I say Qian rarely turns me down. I love you!(:

2007-11-10T07:30:00.000-08:00

Dear You.

I miss the night chats, the constant messages and the frequent talking sessions in town. But since you are too busy now, I guess not anymore. I hope we still get the chance to do so though. Even still, I dont regret my choice in encouraging you to go for your dreams. I do hope you call me when you realise this.

XOXO Me.

2007-11-08T04:16:00.000-08:00

Omg look eyebags! EEEEE!

I concluded that I have a serious bout of eyebags! Ahhhhhhhhhh!
I was late in meeting Cherie this morning. I seriously have a big problem with waking up. Heh! Oh right then Dad sent me to Coro to meet Cherie and we bought a bag load of food then Dad sent us to Botanic Gardens to meet the rest. Oh and we saw Mrs Lim running 3 times. Firstly, outside Coro. Then we met her when we reached the park, then! we met her again when we got lost. Wow so impressive I swear.

Okay then met the rest and we pigged out. Yay my favourite hobby. It was a real funny day today. Cause mud seeped through the mat that Charmaine brought. Thank goodness we all werent wearing white. But Mao was, so she had mud on her white shorts. Hahaha. But anyway cause Mao was wearing white and she was going out, she kicked a great fuss and we all started laughing at her. And here comes the quite funny part. Okay fine very funny part. Charmaine honestly cracks me up. Poor Gladys. Anyhow, cause Charmaine brought slippers back to Mao and she borrowed Gladys' slippers to wear. Then she came running back from the hill and she jumped and the slipper fell into the pond. Luckily the slipper was haviannas which makes it waterproof but the slipper just floated very far away hahaha. Poor Gladys. But Rox fished it out for her in the end. So happy ending. The end. Hahaha.

See that white thing there? Its Gladys' haviannas.

See that orange thing there? Its Gladys(:

Mmhm then after that Mere Qian Rox and I went to town. Rented the room at Cine then we watched Little Miss Sunshine which left them swooning over Dwayne. Hahaha. And the room was so so cold I couldnt feel my own legs. Hah. Then after that at like 5 I took a train down to Bishan with Rox to meet Cherie for dinner. I kept eating and eating!:( Omg I need to stop!

Came home early cause I thought my mom needed company. I guess not cause I m home alone now. I m going to shower now.

2007-11-06T23:31:00.000-08:00

I decided to upload a couple of photos I like.

2007-11-05T23:29:00.000-08:00

Study date!

Bad bad English.

Anyhow today I studied with bestfriend at Serene for 2 hours. It was fun talking yay! Then Cherie accompanied me to buy my assessment book.(:

Oh and Happy Birthday Mao Shi Yuan! I love you much much more than your sister cause you are cuter than her! Heh! Lovelove Mwah<3

2007-11-05T06:37:00.000-08:00

Andre's so cute right! Gay pose. Heh!
Alright here you go again! The second guy I love the most!
Guess who's the first!(:

There you go! I was so scared on the skylift that I refused to open my eyes except for the photo so I shut my eyes and talked to Cherie. Heh!

2007-11-04T06:09:00.000-08:00

Today was awesome awesome! Its raining now but I m glad the sun didn't disappoint me in the afternoon. Thank you God.

I had tons of fun and I m going to remember this day for a long time to come.

Morning got forced by my parents to go for cat class. Was angry at myself in the morning cause I realized that last night when I wanted to charge my camera battery I forgot to switch on the plug so it didn't charge the whole night at all! Cat class was alright cause I wanted to go for the mission trip. Then I jumped onto this random bus and headed to vivo to meet the rest. Guess what! I wasnt late at all! Call me Miss Punctuality alright.

Anyhow so we took the Skytrain to the beach which was so uncool cause it only had 4 stops. Not fun at all. Poo, cheat my feelings. We also waddled in the water at the top level. Reached the beach then we sat under the sun and roasted like duck for 2 hours. And we had a horrible experience with two perverted old sicko men. Now after you read this, you shall therefore be warned about chee ko peks in Singapore.

The chee ko pek story. Two perverted old freaks purposely sat down and watched us tan. I mean like how annoying can that get? So since they refused to budge we decided to shift to the other area. And when we moved, they moved too. Okay that was total violation of our rights. Be warned. We shall be smarter next time round. Nyeh to chee ko peks.

Then after that we plonked ourselves at Sakae and snacked. I love the Esprit Rasberry! Everyone go try. Now. Then we left and decided to take the Skylift and the Goldcart thingy. So awesome. So fun. But I was scared of heights! and I was worried that my slippers would fall off so I stuck my feet out throughout the whole ride and shut my eyes and my palms sweated like a fountain yo. Okay I must be like outdated. But what can I say? The last time I came to Sentosa was like in December last year. Goldcarting was fun but not fun when you see all the small kids zooming past you and you realise that you are driving like a turtle. omg. I paid ten bucks for that ride okay. Cheers me.

Then we got bored so we left for vivo. Then Mere and Cherie left to squash and Gladys Qian and I took a train back. I went for tuition. I look like a roasted duck now cause I m all red and burnt.

Tuition was super ubber fun! Except the zebra didnt come but we still had a mighty good laugh. I sat with Cedric today so everytime I looked at him I started to laugh. Hahaha then I had chem and I spent a good time laughing and bitching and gossiping with tessa cause I realise we know so many people in common! which is so so cool. and now I have someone to gossip with about missprettypinkprune. Heh!

Alright. I m too lazy to continue any furthur. Byebye and I got accepted for the mission trip! Omg cant wait.

4 November 07

This is the only picture I m going to post up. The rest is censored. Nyehnyeh.
3 November 07

Teri, I, J-oh and Zhenghao

Cynthia! She's so cute I swear.

The rip off rings.

2007-11-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 11.45 today and I thought I was going to be late to meet Teri and The Yen. So I rushed down and turns out that I was the earliest. Got all huffy and puffy cause The Yen was late so we couldn't watch The Game Plan. So we settled for The Seeker which is a fabulous show in my opinion. And besides the little boy was so cute! Thriller. Good stuff.

Anyhow after that we went to the Expo to Adam's church. Waited quite awhile before service started and Teri and I bought a ring! Its so cute okay! I bet we are going to be trend setters yeah! So I sat through a 3 hour service and it was quite fun, although the first 45 mins were spent on singing and singing and I nearly passed out cause it was so hot and stuffy and I couldnt stand for long. But other than that, it was really fine except the part when Teri and I freaked out cause we thought the rest were possessed. Inside joke. Nyeh.

After church Teri and I, Adam and Nick, Cynthia and Zhenghao and Tim's little brother who is v.v.v cute by the way went out for dinner-supper. Tim's brother is called Jed but we called him J- oh! Cause we forgot his name and he was so cute. He looked like a mini clone of Tim. So we went to Cityhall to eat chicken rice and it was really good! I m going to bring my girlfriends there next time yay!(:

Then came home with The Yen and he totally dissed me all the way home. Watch out Yenny.

Tomorrow's agenda includes Sentosa with my pretties and then tuition with my buddies + pretty Ranice and Jeannette and seeing Tessa and maybe Estella again. Alright I need to shower now. Bye.

Photos tomorrow. Cant be bothered to upload it now.

2007-11-02T21:22:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Omg i cant believe that i got into your blogger account. Its so easyy. Lydia you should really really really start making access to your blogger account more diffcult. tsktsk.

Hmm let me see. What is lydia ong doing today..
Okay she is going out later(Stupid.) to watch The Game Plan with her fellow friends, and pig out, and probably spend more&more money. Haha, stop acting broke, lydia ong. It isnt working yo! Oh please buy for me a special balloon( dont get for me those free macdonalds balloons, you cheapo:P)
Yesterday was a really good talk,lydia. And i believe that we know what are our priorites&what to focus on&what not to focus on. Besides, we are BESTFRIENDS!

Okay lydia loves to pig but i have no idea why she doesnt put on weight.-throws thousands of darts at lydia's face. Hmm and also talk on the phone with many many people, msges people too. Wow lydia, your life isnt that Great too!(though you think i squash alot. heh)

Okay go and jog later!Since you've been slacking so much!-heh.
Bye tootsie brain!(:

2007-11-02T08:09:00.001-07:00

Today was the last day of school! And we had warm fuzzies!(:
Training today.
Clique party at my house today.
Tried the Jellyhearts.
Took lots of pictures.
At night, pizza party with my brothers.

Today I m a very happy kid.
And maybe you wont find out why(:

2007-11-01T02:41:00.000-07:00

Meredith came over to bake today!

Oh and she didnt like my mixer so she blended it manually. Wtf???

2007-10-31T05:40:00.000-07:00

Girlfriends always come first.

Bestfriends come in before anything else.

The rest of the world can wait.

except FAMILY(:

2007-10-31T01:14:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween Peeps! Imma not gonna do no trick or treat cus I m tired! So dont come knocking! Patpat!

I m seriously drained out from today's paper. It was so !@*&$#*&! Wth. Cheat my feelings. Very very tricky. Why did I even believe people that O levels are direct papers? I m stupid.

I dont want to think about it anymore. I think all I can do now is to pray hard, very very hard.

After practicing isolationism for 2 whole days, I do not deserve to fail my chinese compo. But I cant be too over complacent about it either.

Alright so after the paper I decided to pon training and give myself a break. Might as well since I pulled out from the round robin as well. So Teri and I headed down to J8. We wanted to catch The Game Plan but the timing wasnt right so we are going to catch it on Sat with Adam and Tim. Oh I met Steph again. I ALWAYS meet Steph at J8. Like 90% of the time. Hahaha.

Went to the library cause we didnt want to queue up for anything else. Saw Nigel there and Teri kept laughing at him cause he was so comical. Oh and he had this friend there whom I stupidly conned into thinking that I m sec 4. That was very funny. I practically lied my whole way through the conversation that I was sec 4. And he even wished me luck for my bio paper. Gosh, it was so funny.

Came home and realised I m so screwed cause my brother's girlfriend checked through my answers and I think I went out of point. Am v.v.v sad now. I shall go emo now. Anyhow whats done is done, I guess I'll go prepare for my Bio Spa.

Speaking of emo, Happy Birthday Cedric!(:

2007-10-28T07:13:00.000-07:00

Saturday was the most beautiful day I spent this week.

Happy Birthday Roxanne Loh! Mwahmwah!(: I hope you enjoyed the surprise party we planned!

Anyhow so I met Cherie and J8 and we bought Rox an Elmo balloon which is so so so cute! Yay so cute. Bought by cute people. Yay! Okay shutup, Lydia. Then met the rest at the bus stop. I actually faked a call to Rox to tell her Qian and I werent going to play tennis anymore.

Speaking of tennis, would you believe Cherie and Gladys thought the tennis part was a fake!? Can you imagine that!? Do you know how freaking bright the sun was shining!? And so they didnt bring their rackets! Amazing isnt it? Like how I m so desperate to play tennis and it rains and when its bright and sunny, people think my tennis idea is a fake!? Leave me speechless.

Moving on, yes so we tricked Rox and surprised her! Yay so happy right! I found out 2 very interesting facts. No.1 Qian can bake really nice cheesecake! I m totally impressed yo! No.2 Meredith's such a bird when it comes to cocktail sausages! Hahaha. She practically hogs it ( although I ate a hell lot of it hehe) Oh wells yes we spent like the whole day pigging out. We ate and ate and watched Mean Girls. It was a day well spent!(:

Came home and had dinner with my parents. We wanted to eat some at this shanghainese place we saw when we drove past, but then we got lost after we parked our car so we settled for some nearby place which has nice fishhead soup. We ordered black pepper beef too but the stupid place gave us beef mixed with chicken. Poo. Cheat my feelings. Lousy.

Sunday! which is today.

Happy Birthday Samuel!(:

Woke up late! then me being a filial daughter stuck like superglue to my parents for the day. Firstly went to eat the famous ba ku teh which is really good and I like it much much although the soup was so peppery I choked at least 10 times. Thats the one at Rangoon Road for your info. Then sent my brother to the sports hall for training, then we went to Chinatown to eat dessert and I made a bad choice to wear white pants cause when I ate the mango sago thing, it splattered on my pants. Darn! Okay never mind. Then we sent my Grandma back then went to Uncle Arthur's house.

Speaking of Uncle Arthur, that one lucky man actually served that boyband, that chinese one I dont really know. The Fahrenheit or something like that! Yeah that one. And Uncle Arthur said there was this bunch of girls who booked the business class so that they could sit next to those people. Like omg. Some people in the world need a kick in their brains. Anyhow cause he didnt know what boyband it was he actually called my dad and asked me dad what Fahrenheit was and my dad said " unit of measurement for temperature" like omg.

Okay then I went for tuition! Oh today was the first chem lesson and Jeannette abandoned me. Boohoo but its okay! I made alot of new friends!(: Like Estella and Tessa and thank goodness I have Ranice and Natalie and Cheryl to keep me company yayy!(:

Alright have fun for the new week people! Chinese Os coming up on Wed! I have to go mug now!Byebye! Mwah!

2007-10-26T03:27:00.000-07:00

I just wanted to let you know, I never intended to let you go.

Oh boy, talk about addiction.

Thank God Its Friday!

Hey I think I said the same old thing last Friday ( refer to last Friday's post) This only proves to show how my life keeps repeating over and over again ( insert shocked face) How terribly sad.

Today I felt all edgy because I had no bridgy, it felt awful! Reason being that Royal Ponner No. 1 decided on the spot at 6.50 that she would not come today, hence Bridge Club + members could not play any proper game today.
During lit lesson, Willa, Teri and I crapped up something about MSND ( which I think its the loveliest lit book ever created yes - insert pleased smiley) then we proceeded to play online games and I concluded today that Teri my pretty s.u.c.k.s.l.i.k.e.s.h.i.t in MiniGolf.
Bio lecture was terribly boring I know I shouldnt be feeling this way because stupid silly Bio Spa is next Friday and I jolly well better push myself to ace it.
After school I sprinted home because I had to finish my tuition homework before my tuition teacher showed up with her highlighted red hair that makes me feel so envious. Its okay! I m going to highlight my hair red too when I turn 19! ( cause my momma set a rule in the house that threatened to burn off her kids hair if we dyed it. Correction: Only virginal hair allowed on her kiddos' heads alright)
After tuition I took a long jog all the way up the hill to somewhere near Nicole's house then I jogged to school where I saw the rest about to leave and Gladys my pretty sleeping on the bench like a pig. Hah! Yes yes we have something v.v.v cute of her ( insert cheeky smiley) but we aint gonna show her!

I m going to Raffles Town Club to eat soon. Friday nights are always boring.

Enough enough, I m stinky and sweaty so I shall go bathe now. Tomorrow's going to be a great day. Tennis with my pretties! I shall go charge my camera now. Byebye.

2007-10-25T02:08:00.000-07:00

Today I

(1) Bought my 2008 planner!
(2) Am going to start revising for my Chinese Os next week!
(3) Did not make Jellyhearts according to plan.

Okay I know people who know me get fed up with my heavy big black planner but hey! I love my planners although they are heavy and weigh like half my schoolbag weight but its alright. Xiaomin used to laugh at me all the time last year and yell " notebook notebook!" Hahaha. Sec 2 was really a honeymoon year and I miss it very much. Next year's going to be tough, tough.

Got back report book today. Its awful and I hope I wont get to see anything like that in future. After school went to J8 with Gladys cause I had to get new pens plus planner ( Am v.v.v happy alright) and we decided to come up with a new plan for A and G and we find ourselves v.v.v cool okay. Extreme superthinking. Brains of a genius.

Then met Mom at Centrepoint and had Delifrance for lunch. Very coincidentally I met Qian's mom too. It was real funny cause I didnt know if she recognised me but I just waved. Bought my brothers Macs and came home.

Oh right, please forgive me people-who-I-promised Jellyhearts. I have the recipe! I have the ingredients! But I dont have the time!): Boohoo. Alright give me sometime! After my Os next Wednesday okay! I promise(:

Mom finally agreed today during lunch. Am very happy yet very sad. But its too early to say still, I just hope I do well next year.

2007-10-24T08:42:00.000-07:00

I want to leave. I don't want to stay. I want to go.

Its not that I m avoiding the pressure. I just want an open alternative for myself to prepare myself for the future.

Competition is so stiff in society now. Its hard to get a good job without vying with other graduates for it. Its not that I don't have faith or confidence in myself but if I don't hit the mark, I'll be a condemned sinner for the rest of my life.

I just want some hope. Please let me go. Its only 7 years.

To you:
I m afraid. I m so so afraid. If everything could turn out as we wished, as we hoped for, life would be perfect. Reality sucks, the truth hurts. Yet, if the worst I imagined surfaces, I m so afraid that that will be the end of our relationship. I m so afraid that you will find someone to replace me, I imagine myself coming back to find someone else you confide in, to find someone else who replaced the position I once sat in. I know its possible, yet I wish it was not. Distance is definitely a determining factor and I know that time will change everything. Yet I wish and hope in vain. Till then, I do hope you treasure these times we spend together because we should expect the unexpected.

I m just voicing out the uncertainties and insecurities I m facing now.

2007-10-24T07:28:00.001-07:00

Alright. I didnt intend to update today but since I m free now might as well.

Recently I have been thinking about switching to Xanga or Wordpress. But then again, I cant really be bothered to get people to relink me since everyone knows this is my first and main blog. Maybe I'll just stick with blogger until I m seventy and when I open a Bridge Club. Hahaha okay shutup Lydia.

Anyhow, today was pretty alright. Had this social etiquette talk at New Park Hotel. Somewhere near little India. Note to self: Next year's racial harmony day I m going to little India to buy a saree cause its all so pretty in different colours!(: The talk was interesting at some points but other than that, I had to endure 3 hours of lecture before I got to touch the food. 5 course meal provided, at least the school treats us well after we slogged our guts out on Wednesday dragging newspapers and enduring uncivilised Singaporeans. Yum I love bread and butter.

On the way back we were teasing Sam about her mannerisms. Funny! Hahaha and played hardcore bridging again today. I get pretty aggressive and expressive when it comes to Bridge. Teeheehee. Tomorrow's going to be enrichment till recess then free period. So probably the four of us will bridge again till school ends. What hardcore members. Hah!

After school had tuition. I hate chinese. I really cant be bothered to start. But I have too. Luckily its a non-mugging subject. Pick my motivation up alright, its a fking 2 points off and I need it. Desperately.

I (finally) packed my room today. Good effort Lydia. I m all ready to start. I m starting to worry. Okay maybe next week. I need a break.

This weekend is going to be eventful. Cant wait for friday.

2007-10-23T04:44:00.001-07:00

All I wanna do is to find a way back into love.

Blogging is addictive.

Dear God
Please bless Henrietta with a speedy recovery
Pain and suffering to be taken away from her
Let her have her childhood back
like everyone else.

Recent things have brought me to a realization that life is so fragile.
We always take things for granted.
Our lives, our health.
I m getting all emo now.

2007-10-23T03:44:00.000-07:00

I dont want to do CIP ever again.

Today was horrid horrid horrid. Went to school and had this personality talk thing and it was pretty fun cause it was really true and stuff and the lady said I was afraid of rejection and I was like whuttttt? Alright never mind. People like Sam are afraid of people taking advantage of them which is like so true cause she's always the first to rush out of class when the bell rings. True blue Singaporean.

Anyhow I slept throughout the talk halfway. I think I developed this bad bad habit. The rest of the free periods we played bridge. Did I mention about the Bridge club Sam Mere Amelia and I are going to set up when we are seventy? Well now you know and I love Bridge. It was hardcore bridging the whole day today. Hardcore Bridgers. Sexy man.

Moving on.

After school we did CIP at Bishan. Yes the Bishan Recycling Project. That was to collect, or rather drag those newspapers from residents to recycle them. It was horrid and we got all sorts of rubbish and silly things like exercise machines. People just think we are going to be their rubbish disposal ladies and dump it for them. I was tired, thirsty and sweaty. The newspapers were gross and fat. I didnt like the string cause it sliced my hands and the newspapers were gross. There were some extremely annoying residents who just slammed the door in my face and me, being polite as usual thanked them ( as if I did thank them for slamming the door in the face) while halfway muttering swear words under my breath. Okay and the flats are extremely annoying because they have 3 lifts and different parts of the block. Its very complicated and I m very annoyed. Why didnt the contractors just build it together? You know how hard it is for people like US? to drag our butts around every floor with a bunch of newspapers. Okay Nicky Dong and I kinda developed a new tactic to drag the newspapers via the string. Smartt.

Okay then came back to school and Mere and I went to Coro to buy bubble tea. I m tired, disgusted at my ownself and annoyed. I m going to bathe now and hopefully eat to regain all the fats I lost for carrying the newspapers. Thank goodness I m going to get a 5 course meal at New Park Hotel tomorrow or I'll blow up like a balloon. Goodbye fellow readers. Annoyed is turning into Hungry.

2007-10-22T01:57:00.000-07:00

I completed the Great Eastern 10 km!
( insert cheesy big grin)
ps. Look at Qian.

22/10/2007 This is the end.
I wont look back.

2007-10-20T00:51:00.000-07:00

Feast your eyes, imagine and expect it.

I m baking Jellyhearts next week.

2007-10-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

Thank God Its Friday.

I have been waiting for Friday to come since Monday I think my hair grew 0.2 cm from waiting. Yaaaaaaaaay its the weekend!(: Life feels good now.

This whole week was filled with stupid boring lectures. Enrichment activities next week, probably more fun. But this early morning, Logan gave a speech on a " Bishan Recycling Project " and I nearly passed out. The school wants us to stay back until 5 plus to go around flats in Bishan to collect their rubbish? Okay fine, maybe not rubbish. Like drag a bunch of newspapers to recycle. No worries, although school activities have always puzzled and baffle my simple mind, I have survived it for almost 9 years now. I can do it yo.

After school I went for training but didnt train cause my ankle hurt so much during History lecture. Talking about History lecture, its like sometimes when you read those girly books and they talk about high school kids falling asleep during History lessons and you think its real funny, but its not. Cause it happens here in Singapore too. Not just in American novels yo. I think I just naturally fall asleep in a comfortable position and aircon blowing in my face. Honestly, its all Hitler's fault that I have to study so much unnecessary crap about him. Bummer yo. I dont like to study about anyone's life except my own.

Left training halfway to go to J8 because I had to return 2 overdued books. So Valen and I went down to buy food as well. I bought a Subway sandwich ( insert big smile) and Takopachi ( insert bigger smile) and it was so good. Ahh, life is good. One of the things that keep me alive is the good food Singapore has. It smelled so good I snuck one into my mouth in the bus. hahahaha.

Had dinner at Novena with Cherie Qian Valen and Gladys. Laughed alot because Valen was story-telling silly things about her sister and her childish brother. Plus I had strawberry milk ice again!(: Although the price increased. Urgh. Annoying prices keep rising. Sooner or later, I wont be able to afford my food okay. Cheapthrill Singapore.

Great Eastern coming up on sunday! I have to wake up at 4 to meet Sally and Meredith then we have to finish eating by 5.30 am then head down to City Hall by MRT cause the roads are blocked. And the 10 km run starts at 7.30. Insane timing. Its a Sunday yo! Spare the fishes in the Singapore River a thought. Alright. Saturday's agenda should be simple. Wake up early so can sleep at 6pm to ensure sufficient sleep for the next day. Eat less ( omg insanity) and sleep more ( I like that). Dinner with important friend tomorrow. Sushi buffet with girlfriends on Sunday. Fully packed.

This is such a long post. If you bothered to read that chunk up there. Congratulations.

Is it because we are too nice to you, that you are taking advantage of our kindness?

2007-10-17T06:53:00.000-07:00

Break my Heart.

Its too late to apologize
all you have said
word for word
again and again
it plays in my head
reminding me of the hurt
you have instilled
forgive me
because I cannot forgive you

2007-10-17T03:54:00.001-07:00

Bleeding Hearts.

Aloha rain. This afternoon there was fantastic sunshine, although a bit foggy and stuff but the sun was clearly shining and I told you it rained on me purposely when I wanted to play tennis the past 2 days. What a bummer yo.

School was terrible today. I spent like my entire day in the LT trying to control myself from sleeping. Its insane I swear. Double chem, double bio, double higher chinese and all in the stupid LT which is freaking cold and today was the great day I decided not to bring my jacket. Well done, Lydia.

After school went to the courts. Rox Mere and I were so tired so we decided to sleep on the bench until the rest came and it was hell fun cause the juniors hit a loud shot and we all moaned and groaned and complained so they changed to doing drops in the front court. Funny ay, I call this seniority power.

Today is my very unlucky day. Either that, or I m just suay-er than I can ever get. Was running to CCAB for the practice run and I sprained my foot on the curb again. THE SAME FOOT YO. Well done, Lydia. Impressiveness yo. But anyway I still ran to CCAB. Then followed the people to run the 7km route thingy but I gave up halfway hahaha. I swear Mrs Lim is way too fast a pace for me to catch up. Its a 7km run yo! If I had to run at that pace, how bout 1 km yo. Aint not everyone got that infinite amount of energy you have yo! K so I ran my own route looking for the other shorter route people. I ran 2 rounds around the stupid lake which stinks and uphill and downhill. Crazy people who built Botanic Gardens should have just made it a flat road.

Anyhow then my ankle hurt so I jogged back with Yuan to CCAB. Became huffy and puffy cause we couldnt find a water cooler. Waited for the rest to come back then saw freaky Mrs Lim running around the track AGAIN like she never ran before in her life and she wasnt even panting yo. Role Model. I salute you yo.

Came back to school then we left cause all of us didnt have a single bit of energy left in us. Then I went to the CC to eat xiaolongbaos and get 100 plus. I miss Ding Tai Fung. Someone's got to go back with me and appreciate DTF's xiaolongbaos again yo.

I m icing my foot now. Wtf. Screw curbs and BMWs. If that darn BMW didnt distract me, I wouldnt step on the darn curb. Okay ankle, dont swell tonight and let me run the run on sunday and I will reward you generously with a couple of mini icecreams. Yaaaaaaaaaay(:

Yours to the XiaoLongBaos!(:

2007-10-16T04:37:00.000-07:00

Rain spoiled all my plans today.( insert grouchy face)

Am so angry. Stupid sky. Everytime I want to play tennis, it rains. It always rains. Something up there just doesnt want me to play. Something up there is probably sending a signal to stop me from playing. Damn.

K anyhow school was great today. Played Bridge during free periods and boy, I swear I m getting better and better at this game yo. Believe me, I'll be a winner by the end year KL trip. Hahahaha.

After school went to J8 to buy lunch. Met Steph and Zachary, Samuel and that stupid 248 in Subway. Then cabbed down to SICC to meet Bryan. Then Jean came. Did chem for like 2 hours cause the rain started pouring again and turned me into a sour plum again. I suck at chem. Seriously. Then I played table tennis and omg I actually can hit! Ay I m quite good at it yo! And I thought I couldnt play table tennis for nuts yo!

Then played indoor tennis then outdoor tennis. Fun! But the ball was wet cause the courts were wet. Besides I think my ball sense is getting better yo. K then slacked around then called a cab and went home. I also saw that fking pro small kiddo there. Tried to run away. Hope he didnt see me. Hahaha.

Today was fun and I havent seen Jean in so long so we decided to make a date and go shopping next week. Yaaaaaaaaay(: Cant wait girlfriend. We have to bake too! Lovely cupcakes and muffins yes?(:

I guess everything was just a pretentious facade. Everything that you said to console me was just a lie, isnt that right? Fyi, today is going to be the last time.

2007-10-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

I had extreme awesome fun today yo.

Was a great day and I m already missing it. Though our TTT plan ( Tanning Tennis Teevee) was disrupted by the terrible downpour in the afternoon, we still managed to carry out Tennis and Teevee which we obviously had incredible fun doing so. Awesome shit yo!

Let me continue my life story here.

Morning I woke up at a freaking 9am to have chinese tuition. Insane timing. Must be nuts. Okie then I went for dental in the afternoon and I got my retainers which is like cool and getting cooler yo. ( although Cherie and Gladys are extremely disturbed by it) Teeheehee so excited. Was angry and huffy puffy when black clouds shrouded the damn sky and spoiled my mood even before I met the rest. K never mind, stupid sky.

So then I trained down and met Cherie then we took an ubber super dubber duper long walk to Gladys house that caught me huffing puffing and panting like a fat sheep and made me freak out for Great Eastern which is freaking this coming sunday yo.

Never mind. Then we stayed in Gladys's room prankcalling people because it was drizzling so we couldnt go play tennis yet. It was so fun cause Adam was so stupid and we enjoyed his stupidity. Heehee. Then both of them started gripping their gross tennis grips while I took very unglam photos of them. Hahaha. My grip sucks too but never mind, I snagged a deal with Bryan and he's going to buy my a grip and grip it for me. Cheapcheap but never mind yo.

Then we went to play tennis and it was so fun I swear. I laughed so much. Gladys cracked me up seriously. She booked the freaking middle court and thats what that was cracking me up cause half the time our ball flew to the next courts and we had to keep apologising like mad and running to get balls! Hahaha. It was so funny I swear. I love my tennis girlfriends. They make tennis sessions fun. K no sun and we spent like a quart of the time cleaning the court like a bunch of water bulldozers yo. Unproductive but very very fun. Thumbs up.

Went back upstairs and watched the taped nine o clock show then had dinner and Gladys's maid cooks awesome spaghetti and I swear I m going to take cooking lessons from my girlfriend soon so that me being the ultimate deprived child will learn to survive cooking to fill my own stomach. Omg I m getting fatter each day. Better lose everything during the ten km.

Then slacked until Dad came to pick me home. Damn the weekend ended fast. There's school tomorrow and I m not looking forward to it. Tennis with Jean and Bryan tomorrow. Actually he's teaching me chem but I need to play tennis to activate my stone-dead brain yo. More exercise. Good good.

Thank you my darling girlfriends for today's fun(:

K byebye world. I m going to sleep like a pig now.

2007-10-14T08:04:00.001-07:00

Weekend was good.

Saturday had fondue at Swensons. I like it much much. Yaaaaaaaay(: Yum yum and the usual US fries were good stuff yo!

Today's Dad's birthday yo! so Happy B'day Pops!

Yuh. Morning I woke up for church at like 9. Thats crazy for me yo cause I slept at 3 in the morning talking to Yen and Tim. Tim has freaking bright red jeans. Its very disturbing. Met him yesterday at 11 plus at the CC and I could see him from opposite cause the redness of his jeans hurt my eyes. Haha.

Then after church went to somewhere near Valen's house to wait for Andre to finish training. Then Queensway to collect my contacts and thank goodness I did not bump into Nigel. Phew. K then I had to train down to tuition cause my dad wanted to sleep. So I was early so I watched the fashion show at Centrepoint. Then tuition and omg guess what people. I found out today that the zebra's brother is actually my brother's teammate. Oh grossness. This is so cliche.

K then after tuition went to Clarke Quay for Dad's birthday dinner. Ate at this pub-restaurant called Hooters. Its a pretty place with good food. I love the steak. Its awesome I swear. I m like some steak appreciator. Yum. It was good and awesome. I rarely go to Clarke Quay but the atmosphere there is just fabulous. Like awesome. Okay shutup, me. Oh the Hokkaido icecream is fabulous too. It kinda just reminded me of the time when I was in Hokkaido I ate snow off the window sill. Cool and getting better.

Okay I m lazy now. Byebye. Tomorrow I m going to have fun with my girlfriends. Byebye suckers!

Ey look what I dug out. Old old old old old photo yo!(:

2007-10-12T23:51:00.000-07:00

12 October 2007.

2007-10-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

Today is a memorable day in history.

My godbrother LexyWaxy treated us to dinner at Pepper Lunch yo! ( dont play play ey, Pepper Lunch yo!) Omg please, pen, paper and calendar and write down this date.

Thank you SexyLexyWaxy! We are so proud of you.

K anyhow, bugger yo. I RULE. I M THE RULER OF THE DAYTONA RACERS. I M THE ONE AND ONLY. PRINCESS LYDIA RULER OF DAYTONA. Bow before me and knock your pathetic heads. I good, I happy yo! Yes yes, bow before me noobie durians. I m going to the club to play more daytona. Ay I cool.

Bye bye I m high today. Upload photos tomorrow. I want to snooze out.

2007-10-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

Summer, its beautiful.

2007-10-11T04:28:00.001-07:00

Things to do till the end of the week.

- School, unfortunately.
- Hwa Chong Open House.
- Training.
- Have indi again.
- Arrange for chinese tuition so I wont fail the fking O levels.
- Sneak into Lust, Caution with my 15 not yet 16 girlfriends.
- Pwn Adam Yen in pool.
- Stop eating Ajisen Ramen.
- Be a good girl.

Note to self: From next year onwards, I will not use the computer unless absolutely necessary.

[Edited]

Happy kid feels like blogging about a happy day.

Ponned school today because I felt like a git in the morning. All of us except Qian didnt go I think. Even Rox didnt go. ( am so proud of that small fart - happy face!-)

Met the rest in town at 1thirty. Actually 1fifty to be exact because all of them were out to unglam me by being fashionably late yo. Accompanied Meredith to her dental and I m so proud of my teeth although those 3 stupid pigs ordered me not to smile so I couldnt smile. Hahahaha. Nyeh people. Poke your butts yo.

Then trained to Bishan. On the way I saw so many Ajisen advertisements and I knew if I didnt go in I'll regret it for the rest of my life. So yes when Cherie and Gladys went to Fairprice I snuck into Ajisen with Meredith. I ate very happily. I need to stop. Heehee. Its hard. I need to reduce fat loss. Great Eastern coming up yo!

Then we went back to the library and I couldnt find anymore nice books. Oh yes Nigel was studying there too yo. So hardworking. Hahaha. He's so mopey now. O levels must be really stressing. I feel the pressure ey. Study me!

K enough of the crap ey. I think I shall tuck myself into bed now. I m feeling cheesy today. Heh. K shutup me. I have got a longgggg day tomorrow. So long fellow readers. Nyeh I just busted all my talk time. Please call in people, I have free incoming. Its all stupid taiwan boy's fault. I wasted my talk time and my saliva and 54 mins of my life. Omggg radioactive waves. how terrible.

Okay bye world. Imma going to kick some ass tomorrow ka-ching.

This is a twittish post. Please forgive this terrible language I m using. It is unintentional.

2007-10-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

Although this morning hit off a really rocky start, it became better. I have smiled the whole day since 5pm. My mouth is cramping up. Stop smiling, Lydia.

2007-10-08T07:19:00.000-07:00

I m paying a heavy price for my mistakes.

2007-10-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

Grandma's 80th birthday at Hotel Intercontinental.

The Ong Warriors.

2007-10-06T10:03:00.000-07:00

I m fighting a losing battle, why am I still not surrendering?

2007-10-04T08:43:00.001-07:00

GoodwoodPark.

Outing with Teri.

Andre's Birthday.

2007-10-03T04:41:00.000-07:00

K. I have been too lazy to blog the past few days. Should do a really quick update.

Time really flies. The exams are over. It feels weird now cause I don't know how to pass time now. Heehee.

Moving on.

Sunday:

-Fantabulous in a sense.
-I did some super ultra mugging for Bio and History.
-I was sad cause I didnt go to church for 2 weeks and abandoned my cupcake Isabelle. Hahaha.
-Andre's birthday dinner at Jack's Place/ Seafood Harvest, Ben and Jerry's.Fattening.
-Exciting day for chickenbutt, cause he no longer celebrates Children's Day anymore. Nyehh.
-Had a special guest over for dinner. Hah.

Monday:

-Bad bad. Woke up at an unearthly hour of 4.30am in the wee hours of the morning to study.
-Remembered all the history, forgot all the Bio.
-Came home had tuition. Watched hsm2. Yaay!

Tues:

-Screwed Higher Chinese.
-After school met Reuben and friends at j8.
-Went to the library to teach him chem.
-Met Samuel and gave up teaching him chem.
-Met Cherie and Yingyi studying there.
-Met Yanliang studying there also.
-Met Bryan's fat friend also. Very anticlimax guy who has a funny way of studying history.
-Realised I m going to pwn Eugene's ass during O levels. Nyeh 248 my ass.

It doesnt matter to you if you lose a friend right? Because its just one among the many.

Wed:

-Woke up at 9 to go to school for English Exam.
-Held back after exam for an hour because some idiot's phone rang during the exam so there was a search conducted.
-Scared the hell out of me. Today's my lucky day. Note to self: Never sms in class anymore. Dont even switch on handphone in class.
-Towned with my girlfriends today.
-Had swensons for lunch. I swear the Chocolate Crunch is awesome.
-Caught Balls of Fury. Maggie Q is damn hot I swear. But I hated the show because the main actor was so fat and he had gross hair I felt terribly disgusted when they kissed. Y-U-C-K.
-Went for haircut with Glads and Qian later on and practically surveyed the entire FEP. Never mind. It was fun.I love my haircut buddies.
-Found a terrible truth about myself and my hair. Am devastated. I cried when i got home cause I thought I had to shave bald. ( think shave for charity??)

It feels like we are drifting, we are drifting apart.

Thurs:

-Chem lecture at 10. Annoying git teachers.
-Remembered that I had a weird call this morning.

This woman called. She said in chinese " hello ni hao, qin wen hui jiang hua yu ma?" And I stupidly said " Bu hui" Then she started rattling on and whining about me just speaking chinese to her. Yeah blah woman. Pineapple nyeh to you.

-Went out with Teri, Met Aaron at the bus stop and I cant stand his school bag hahaha.
-I saw the Zebra again. Ouch my eyes are burning.
-Had Sakae for lunch. Met Danielle Cheryl and Karina.
-Walked to Paragon to buy my strawberry marshies.
-Went to Lido to do our chem homework.
-Mom's cousin's wedding at Goodwood Park.
-Had a fun time although it was quite boring.

Kk thats it. I m getting extremely lazy and grumpy now. I m off to watch Goong again.

2007-09-30T00:16:00.001-07:00

Happy 13th Birthday Chickenbutt! Love you much much although you are such a royal pain, stupid cow. Still quite cute, not yet despo. Nyehnyeh:D

2007-09-28T09:02:00.000-07:00

Shape of my heart - Backstreet Boys.
I haven't listened to this song in ages. Perhaps in the past 6 years since the accident.
I have moved on, although the pain still remains and my heart still aches. It brings back sad memories whenever I listen to this song.

Here's what I have to say.

Honestly speaking, I have no qualms about anything right now. I m not angry or emotionally unchanged. It isn't a deliberate movement to spite you or anything. I have thought things over wisely, its not point creating an unnecessary commotion over a small matter is it? After all, these are just part and parcel of life and someday when we look back, we will realize and lament about our incessant stupid quarrellings we have right now. Life would be so burdened, wouldn't it?

Besides, look at those around us. Look at society, people are changing, people are maturing, people are becoming wiser. If you have a heart to accept your mistakes and move on, you will rise even more quickly then those others who cant. Quote examples, you know it. Are we to stoop down to the level of their low caliber? Unfortunately not.

Lets resolve things in a mature manner. I m not in any way, emotionally unchanged. And after all, I have made my reflections and moved on. I have assured you that it history will not repeat itself. I have done it and said it and I mean it. If this is an unusually formal tone, then I m sorry. Because from this day onwards, I resolved to become a better and nicer person. And I believe my faith in God will help me accomplish whatever I aim and aspire. It takes one to learn to hate, and one to accept hate. And I would choose the latter.

If my unusually formal and humorous tone has upset you, I apologize. Thats it, I have said my peace ( Pun included).

2007-09-26T04:17:00.000-07:00

On Eagles Wings- Josh Groban.

Today was a relatively disastrous fun day.

E Math was a disaster. I don't want to talk about it. Somehow I looked at the first question of both papers and told myself. " Shit." And it didn't really help that I stayed up till midnight to practice E Math questions.

K. I m screwed. K I m going to flunk. K my chances of retaining are now high.Shit.

The better bit of the day. I studied with Yingyi and Cherie at Novena today! And it was awesome! I kept teasing Yingyi about Samuel. Ahahahaha! I swear it was so funny. And I won't ever forget her straight face when she said ( The following words have been censored off due to unforseen circumstances. Sorry suckers!) OMG HAHAHAHAHA! I nearly cried buckets of laughter. Kk. Enough crap. I also made fun of her mozzie bite. Aww, how I miss Sec 1 life.

In order not to screw tomorrow up, I shall go study now and be a good kid. Goodbye pineapples.

2007-09-24T06:08:00.000-07:00

Exams are starting tomorrow! I m so excited! Even though I know I m going to do like shit.

Its been really great having encouragement from my family and friends. I m going to pull through this stage and happily watch The Nanny Diaries next Thursday. I will I will and I will! I cant wait for freedom!

Literature and Higher Chinese Paper 1 tomorrow. Honestly I did so much notes on Chinese that I m proud of myself. Yay me! I m wasting my time now blogging but I do need time to relieve stress sometimes.

I m quite screwed because I have no time to read Mockingbird! But its okay. When life offers you an alternative, take the other route. That is, Internet! The best thing ever invented in this world besides my bed. I m going to get my chapter analysis and chapter summary online. Hahaha I m such a cheat but I m really desperate! Debra took the easiest route. She's watching the show now. Hahahaha. Desperation does drive people to dead corners.

I m so dead for History and Biology! Meeting Alex on Saturday to drive all the stupid facts into my brain! I hope I do well! Oh and I got my dictionary and apparently its Adam's lucky dictionary cause he had it since Primary 3. Hahaha. He sounded like it was so sentimental. Funny.

Okay enough crapping. I shall go back and study now. Update about the paper tomorrow! I hope I dont screw!

2007-09-23T09:46:00.000-07:00

I haven't posted in quite some time.

K. Firstly, I would like to congratulate my best friend Neo Cherie for her recent win in the Safra Tournament and her Team Trials result that just came out.

Today was lovely to a certain extent. I went for tuition and Ms Lee gave me a Seal. Yay. Although I wanted the one that Skittles got from Taiwan badly, but I m still happy with this. I love my tuition teacher although she disses me every week.

Deyi came today as well so I had help! Yay Deyi! Hahaha there was one question that I solved and Deyi and Ken couldnt! Omg I felt so smart. Hahaha. Deyi was so unwilling to admit that I solved it. Yay me! But it was so funny cause he kept scolding me for making careless mistakes. Hahaha there was once he even spotted my mistake that I copied the questions wrongly! Hahaha Deyi is so cute and funny! Hippo friend!(:

Anyway then I went for SFX confirmation. Congratulations to Serene, Natalie, Heather, Benita, Aaron Andrew and Reuben Ezekial yes?(: It was really fun watching all of them. Then reception with Serene then I cabbed to Cherie's place to wait for my dad.

The rest I wont say anymore. Today was just disappointing.

Raina was funny cause she peered into my camera and found out 3 of my friends from my church were prefects in her school. And I stole sorbet from Cherie. Hahaha. I love her fridge. Then I came home.

Although today was quite a horrid day and I hated it very much, I still have to thank all those who made my day quite enjoyable. Ms Lee, Shai Shen and Adam ( I laughed at them again) Nicholas Skittles Deyi Ranice Ken and Keith. Then Serene, Aaron and Reuben. And Cherie and Raina for entertaining me just now. And Bryan the Mopikoh for listening to me rant.(:

I shall emo no more. Study chinese now.

2007-09-20T09:35:00.000-07:00

I m in a relatively jovial mood today.

Well I didnt go to school today because my dad felt that I studied really hard last night ( which I did) so I should get more rest and sleep in. Its so funny, its like he reads my blog or something. Yeapp. So I slept in until 12. Pretty funny because Meredith Gladys and Cherie also didnt go to school. I m sorry Qian and Rox! I promised Qian that I would go but its very funny because last night when I was THINKING of not going, Qian suddenly messaged me not to pangseh her. Its like she had telepathy with my brain or something. Very scary. hahaha.

Heard that Wang was jolly annoyed today that 13 people didnt come. Hahaha. Whatever. Even my mommy thinks I should take a break. After all, all these studying has made me shrivel up like a prune ( as quoted by Debra).

But I m going tomorrow. I m going to do math the whole day and maybe abit of history. Kk. My day was splendid. But it was awfully unproductive. I sort of wasted my day. Begin with Bio in the early afternoon. Then I got addicted to the suite life and wasted 3 hours watching. Regret yes. Then my mom and dad went out and I was suppose to continue studying but I fell asleep. I wonder how I can sleep like a pig at any time of the day. It must be a talent.

Best part of the day. My daddy went to buy my GoodWoodPark mooncakes! Yay daddy! I m wrong wrong wrong. Actually my daddy understands me the best! Bestest daddy in the whole world. Honestly, I should learn to count my lucky stars. I m much much more privileged than many others in the world. My daddy takes me on holidays, buys my everything I want, fetches me everywhere I go ( almost for that) and fetches my friends home when they come over. I love my daddy(: He bought me the mooncakes to reward me for studying hard. And he told me not to study so hard too. I dont think I am anyway. But yay daddy!

Then Auntie Gloria and Uncle Arthur came over. They had this long discussion about my brother that it was good that he was seeing a girl and not a guy! because my daddy is very overly-sensitive to homosexuality. He freaks out. Literally.

Called Alex at 10 fortyfive and my kindest smart little godbrother taught me history. I think I m going to pass! Alex thinks I m going to get an A under his teaching! I hope so! Cause I m going to buy him a new wallet if I do! And he's teaching me more history later at night. ( Its morning now you see)

Alright I m going back to study more history. Yours till the Mooncakes!

2007-09-19T11:40:00.000-07:00

Study hard sexayes! We have to go watch The Nanny Diaries together yes? (:

Yours till the MWAH!

2007-09-19T05:02:00.000-07:00

Break down and cry, ice-cold stone heartbreaker.

We are drifting, we are drifting.

I honestly don't understand.

I spent every single minute in the past 2 weeks studying, hopefully to cram everything into my small puny brain. I even recite to myself in the toilet. I spent every single day the past 2 weeks asking teachers for remedial. I ask so much questions during lesson time that it probably annoys the teachers.I bug my math teachers every single day. I study in school alone until 7 in the evening. I come home, eat and study again until 2am in the morning. I only get 4 hours of sleep everyday.

And all that I do is just in hope for me not to fail my eoys. In hope that I can at least pass math. I never was good in math. And all that I m doing now is all for the sake to please you. I've promised to work harder next year. I don't know if all that I have studied have been "smart studying" but I m trying, I really am.

I wish you could be more understanding. But you cant. I try to please you. I sleep only at 2am to maximize my studying time. I wake up at 6 every single day because I m not allowed to pon school. I arrange for my tuition to be in the morning, again to maximize studying time. I need sleep and rest, honestly.

2007-09-18T03:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we do take things for granted.

K I took down that angry post that I typed in a fit of anger. hahaha.

I shall make today a productive day. Chem Bio and hopefully a little math. Tomorrow Lit and myabe more Bio. Sunday Mole Concept. I m going to mass on Saturday to pray for myself and everyone else taking horrid exams(:

2007-09-16T06:54:00.000-07:00

Today was a good day! I really had a good laugh in weeks!

I m feeling very happy now.

Didnt do much today. Mugged until it was time to go for tuition. I got praised cause I did my homework. Then I stayed back after class for like 45 mins to ask Ms Lee questions. Am so proud of myself. And she kept wanting my revision exercises. Hahaha. She keeps praising Mrs Chan for giving me so much revision. What a bummer. hahaha.

Let me tell you the funny part. Cause we were all making fun of Adam and the wig lady. We call her Shai Shen. ( Yknow the hot french girl in RH3 with the wig, except this Shai Shen is.....(insert word)) Hahaha! She's like interested in Adam. Damn sick luh. Its so funny the way Ms Lee makes fun of Adam and Shai Shen. Stupid Shai Shen gives Adam special priviliges okay. Then when Shai Shen came in to take attendance we started to laugh. Then she tried cracking a damn lame, damn old joke.

Shai Shen: eh, this class no Eve ah? Adam can go with Eve lah!

Then Nicholas said the FUNNIEST thing( I swear) I have ever heard for a long time.

Nicholas: Arent you Eve!? are you asking us if you have a love rival!?

HAHAHA. kk if you dont get it bever mind. Inside joke. Omg so funny. I laugh till I teared. Today Ken and I threw lots of paper balls in class. Hahaha. He threw one at the Zebra. Perfect aiming. The zebra thought it was me cause I was laughing. But its okay, what's he going to do anyway. Then I threw one at Adam but it missed and hit the board. Hahaha. K I need to work on perfecting my aim.

K. I think next week. I m going for class. Nigel can afford to pon. I cant. Thats it. I m a good girl.

2007-09-16T00:47:00.001-07:00

I miss the sweet smell of liberation.

2007-09-15T11:34:00.000-07:00

Its time for some reflections.

This year has honestly been the worst year of my life.

I didnt pay attention in class throughout the year. I didnt care about grades. I stopped mugging like a nerd compared to last year. I failed uncountable tests. I put personal vengence into my once-favourite subject and lost my confidence in it. I created too much emotional impact on my personal self. I m sorry, I really regretted doing so.

" Lord, it seems as though our lives are one test after another. Save us from taking the coming test too seriously or too lightly, but grant that we may reflect the best of the teachings we've received; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen."

I really regret. Please forgive me.

2007-09-12T09:13:00.000-07:00

I am scared. I really am.

I have never cried so much in a night before. I've lost all my confidence.

I want to give up and choose the alternative. I do, I really do.

2007-09-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

" Competition is global."

I m in a terribly stressed situation. Sometimes crying really helps to relieve stress.

2007-09-08T23:02:00.000-07:00

I feel fat after 4 days of pigging out. Someone kill me fast.

Everyone had so much fun during the holidays. Except me! I spent my entire holidays mugging and eating like a pig. No training, no movies, no nothing, but eating. Omg I m very fat-conscious now. Bless my fatness.

I have so much junkfood in my room that I have crumbs all over my keyboard and table and books. Hahaha. Damn. I am one very unhealthy pig.

2007-09-08T03:35:00.001-07:00

Confirmation 2007

Glenn gets awfully jealous when I look taller.
So I had to bend down to make myself look shorter.

This is the worst picture of me ever.

Hello World. Now that Lydia Alexis Ong is confirmed, she's going to be a nice nice kid and not be mean anymore. Hahaha I mean it. Rejoice people!

Too lazy to blog. Am going to bathe now. Holidays are ending. Exams are coming.Trouble is brewing.

2007-09-07T09:11:00.000-07:00

Blog is almost dead. I shall revive it again.

I have been home for the past 4 days. Eating and pigging out in the same room for 96 hours straight without leaving the room except to go to the toilet. And I didnt train this entire week, plus all that honeystars and chicken in a biscuit and digestive biscuits and chocolates and whatever I can find in the cupboard contirbutes to the fact that I have become a very fat pig.

I m serious. I didnt leave my room for the past 4 days.

K. I m too lazy to blog. I m going to watch the suite life now.

2007-09-02T06:47:00.000-07:00

Today was a wonderful wonderful day.

Hmm well rotted at home in the morning. Did a bit of history and watched some shows on my comp. Then took a long time to decide what to wear to go out. Yeah, its kind of hard to find something to wear with a disgusting bandage on your foot.

Mmhm then went for tuition. And Deyi came today so I sat next to him because he was sitting in my place and I refuse to move in. Hahaha. Aww Deyi's so cute! He reminds me of a hippo! Aha a hippo! but a very cute hippo! hahaha and plus I actually did work today because I got voluntary help from him. hahaha. unlike ken, cause I have to BEG ken for help. Yay to Deyi. Oh and I got something really pretty from cedric from japan. So yay to cedric too(:

Then after tuition mom called to go shopping. So we walked all the way from OG next to centrepoint all the way down to lido. Bought alot of stuff and I got my confirmation dress from Outfitters already. Not a spaghetti or tanktop thing which reveals shoulders but short, definately very short. Am worried, might get killed. Yeap, so confirmation is settled.

Oh and my mom got me a privilege card. Am happy. I can use it to shop. Is very very good. The streets were really empty today. It sort of reminded me of japan when I walked outside the huge shopping mall. Very pretty. Except there was snow in japan. Just now, I was sweating like a duck. Oh and I bought new pencil case as well. Am happier. Mom and I kind of dashed from paragon to shaw because we realised it was half and hour to closing time. Peanut dash. Hoho okay shutup me.

Okie I m going back for training on wednesday. Going to take out my foot bandage on tues. Hmm. Maybe I'll be going down to the club tomorrow morning. Then study session with bestfriend.Maybe catch a movie + more shopping! Lovely.

2007-09-02T00:13:00.000-07:00

FEAST YOUR EYES SUCKERS. THATS MY FUTURE HUSBAND FOR YOU. HAHAHA.

I LOVE THE SUITE LIFE.

2007-08-31T07:26:00.001-07:00

I think we need some time off to think and reflect.

2007-08-31T05:03:00.000-07:00

Aces Day 2007.

I love my bestSHORTfriend(:

check out val's face. hahaha.
I love you val! muacks!
This is my class ( pink tee). I love my class.

I love you shuyin! muacks!

Whats up there!

Meet my v. cute friends.

I now present you the 5 stages of unsuccessful nutella gobbling.
Stage one: an attempt.
Stage two: Up and close.
Stage three: Uh-oh!
Stage four: a very disgusting jackie.
Stage five and conclusion: Jecolia is gross. hahaha.

I love my nutella friend ck!
Aww ck's so cute.

Meet my friend roxanne. She is very shy.
Meet my other friend cherie. She is not that shy.

Meet my supermodel friend.

Today was Aces Day and Teachers day. I didnt dance cause of my ankle. Hahaha. So I sat there and did nothing.

After the workout, we had chem lecture. How v. stupid. Val drew on my wrist with a zig marker. Oh no I m going to die soon. hahaha so I drew on her hand a big big big heart. She probably already lost 1 hour of her life. hahaha.

Shuyin's last day in SC today as well. Am sad. I love you Monica(:

After celebrations, towned with Mere, Qian and Rox. Ate mos. Then Rox left. So Mere, Qian and I watched Ratatouille. Bumped into several people today. The whole school population was probably in town today.

There's no R league tomorrow. Saturdays seem kind of weird now.

Anyhow, found out that stupid adam lied about going to obs sabah. Hah what a loser. Was on the phone with ken listening to him whining like a pig about the whole thing. Aww come to think of it, I kind of miss OBS pretty much. And I heard that no one knew who algay was. Maybe he quit after taking us in march. hahaha.

Watched armageddon and I cried. Its such a sad sad show.

To tell you the truth, I hate to be with you.

2007-08-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

I just ate a plate of very very very very oily prawn mee. It was so oily that when I took of the rubber band and opened the packet, the oil squirted all over me. Y-U-C-K ultimate. So gross.

Never eat oily prawn mee. I kind of just ate the mee only. Hahaha Anti-prawn!

I want to eat my favourite fish soup and mutton soup with bread and teh tarik from adam road now.

2007-08-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

Ponned half of school and Honours Day today. Heehee. It wasnt much of a choice anyway.

Figured that lit lecture and double chinese was useless and Mr T didnt teach anything new so I asked for an early releasal form. Well obviously it was a total fake. Because I wasnt in any pain at all. And my mom couldnt pick me up from school because she was at my dad's office, so actually I was suppose to cab home myself but I couldnt flag a cab for 8 minutes so I just walked home. Heehee.

Anyhow so came home and studied a teeny weeny bit. Then spent my day watching the suite life. Mom came home and brought me to check my foot. And I cracked my ankle bone so I have to go back for a second check on saturday. Its so irritating, I planned my entire saturday and now I cant do anything. Was suppose to squash the whole afternoon on saturday with qian at safra. Am angry ( with foot) Never mind, I shall be up and about soon.

So came home and slept. I m wasting my day and my time. Then I watched high school musical because this morning everyone laughed at me because I didnt watch high school musical before! Hahaha even qian watched it. Okay thats how oh-biang I am.

So I guess next week I have to stay home. Tomorrow's teacher's day celebrations and aces day. Rattaouille with Mere, Qian(:

2007-08-29T05:49:00.000-07:00

You and I, Collide.

Events that happened today.

(1) My right arm kept spasming the whole day today.
(2) I sprained my ankle.

Shit, I should have listened to gladys and iced it once I reached home. But I listened to my stupid brother who insisted it was nothing big compared to his. Like big deal, whatever yo.( He's such a slackass. He bullshitted his was through the NS checks I swear) and I didnt ice it, so in the end it swelled up to the size of a dumpling okay. And it hurts so bad. I nearly died when I put the icepack on it. I m in great agony.

Okay. Hobbling to school tomorrow I suppose. Byebye. This is what happens when I get too lazy to blog. hahaha.

2007-08-28T05:50:00.000-07:00

I just realised I have no clothes to wear for Confirmation. Absolutely. Nothing.

I m not worried.

Of course not. I mean, at the most I'll just turn up in my white 3 quarts and get scolded by the cathecists and maybe the arch bishop too perhaps. Hahaha. Am so naughty. Seriously, I cannot imagine myself in a dress ( probably a long-sleeved one with a long skirt), abiding that almost-impossible dress code, getting confirmed. I'd probably look like a bird.

Honestly, but if I get forced which I most probably will. I will not abide thedress code. I probably buy a mini dress. Or just go in white skinnys. No way am I going to look like a duck with the others.

I cant wait for Confirmation. Because after that... Okay never mind, shutup me. Thats such a terrible thought. hahaha.

Anyhow church stuff is taking up my saturday this week. I'm like suppose to go for the whole day but I m only going after indi. Hah therefore I'll be sweaty and gross and stink up the whole place that they'll have to send me home. hahaha. okay. what a birdish thinking.

Have not studied at all today. Wasted my day sleeping. Stupid lydia has to go study now and pray with all her might that she will not fail anymore and will not retain. Because I m as close as drinking water to failing both math, higher chinese and chem.

School was great today. I think. After school lunched with bestfriend. I finally decided that I m going to make the impossible possible. Therefore I m going to train very hard and beat her. I was so so so so so close that time and still angry with myself. Tomorrow I shall play with her again. And I m going to get fair referees ( hopefully gladys heehee) and be calm! After all I m the underdog. If I win, its a bonus. If I lose, train harder.

2007-08-26T08:07:00.000-07:00

I cant wait to watch THE NANNY DIARIES! Watched the trailer that day and seemed really good! And hairspray this week or so I hope! Am already quite fully booked!(:

Study date with girlfriends teri ( and probably debbo) next week at our usual spot! Lovee!

2007-08-25T23:39:00.000-07:00

Last night, I had a dream about you.
In this dream, I'm dancing right beside you.

Last night, I had the most wonderful dream in ages.

Dont feel like studying today. Shall be my offday. Feel like eating Island's mudpie today.
No date. Cause all my best buddies are probably studying for the geog test tomorrow. Rox will NEVER come down to serene just for mudpie. Mere is probably chocolating away. There you go, lonely old woman. ME.

We dont go out to coro to eat lemon chicken and laugh at the wedgie woman after school anymore. We hardly even town together also. Studies and other commitments have all kept us busy. Its a very emo-sad moment.

Because too many things are coming in bewteen us that tear our friendship apart.

2007-08-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

I think cheryl is getting exasperated trying to teach me chem. I luffya cheryl weryl wong! You became v.v.v smart!(:

2007-08-25T02:54:00.000-07:00

Today was the last week of R league. Its a v.v feeling moment now. hahaha. No more bitch club sessions.

Woke up at 7 fifteen because I spent 15 mins grumbling in bed, thinking of reasons why I was going to school on a lovely saturday morning. So grab honeystars and ran to school. Did chem until 9thirty. Almost fell asleep. Then qian and I left for the courts.

Had a v.v.v.v.v unpleasant start with a ( inserts bad word) security guard. Stupid Ah-neh. Because we squeezed through the grills of the courts so he ran all the way from the tiny little box near the office all the way to the courts to drag us out and forced us to write our names down so he could report us. What a stupid man. And we didnt even understand if he was speaking english or not. Stupid Ah-neh. So we got v.v scared, therefore decided to apologise so that he would not report us. hahaha. we did ( very unwillingly). What a bird of a Ah-neh. Am very angry.

Halfway valen glads and I headed to coro to buy food supplies for the potluck. Am v.proud to say that my junior has officially passed her test to become a wife for ( inserts name). hahaha. Plus we got to witness many many scandalous things today! V.v.v cool.

Then at 4thirty got chased out of the courts again by Ah-neh. What a chicken. Then hung out with rox and valen at esso and held our own gossip session. Came home. I gotta go do chem now before I forget whatever wolverine taught this morning!

Sometimes I wonder, why cant we be like the previous batches- close and united.

2007-08-24T01:29:00.000-07:00

How about some studying time?

see how debra annoys me:D

help me. debra is killing me. haha.

Princess Lydia is v.v.v cute, right katrina? heehee.

Am feeling very preppy now. Left my very cute big eraser on the table of the library. Am very sad because wont get to see it for the weekend. Cherie promised to bring it for me on Monday, you better do!

Today was pretty much productive. Was already v.v.v happy in the morning on the way to school. Awesome. I knew it would happen at least ONCE this week. Am happy to bits.

V. disappointed in biology paper. Fought hard for 3 more marks. Am quite satisfied now. Still can do better.

After school did math at the library until 3thirty. And left my poor eraser there. Am unhappy now. Poop. Then headed to Popular to buy my pink pen and my ultra sticky post-its. Am happy because its so sticky. Then came home for tuition.

Went jogging after tuition. Didnt have training this whole weekend. Plus ate so many pizzas yesterday. Am gonna turn into miss flabble wabble soon. Must go exercise. Then met debra and katrina at serene. Then they left. So I did some studying myself. Am motivated today. Go me. Hate history. The chapters are so long. Mmhm saw natasha there too(: And the 100 kg guy was there again. Very stupid.

Chem tomorrow early in the morning. I hate waking up early on saturdays): Last R league week. Am quite sad. Indi tomorrow. More exercise. V.v.v good.

2007-08-23T06:27:00.000-07:00

A post dedicated to Chemistry.

I hate chem. Its the stupidest subject ever.

Stupid chem test today.
This coming saturday morning I'll have to wake up at an ungodly hour of 7am( which bird will wake up so early) for stupid chem remedial which is so totally uncalled for. I dont like waking up early on saturday mornings. I hate you Mrs Wolverine for choosing saturday morning.
Next wednesday have to stay back until 3 for a chem lecture on air pollution and I see no connection between chem and air pollution besides the fact that the pollution particles which are like sulphur dioxide and whatsover I do not wish to learn about the depletion of the ozone layer because I M NOT A GEOG STUDENT. And whether the ozone layer depletes or not, I do not really wish to know. Yes I m terrible.
The very annoying part. I have to go back to school during the holidays just to do a stupid chem practical test which is so totally ( inserts a very bad word here). Might as well take away the holidays. Crazy thing.

Am v.v.v angry now. Shows Angry face! I hate chem. Chem makes me v.v.v angry! Yes, I m an angsty fifteen year old throwing a tantrum at chem. Because chem eats up all my free time. You're stupid chem, I hate you.

2007-08-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

23 August: Cycling at East Coast Park.

( P.s sorry photos are very disorganised.)

My v.v.v brave friend meredith fell down today.

Street fighter. heehee.

Overdued photo.

My seven hundred and eighty one post. Am a very true devoted blogger. ( inserts big cheesy smile)

Today was awesome. Totally fun. Had chinese test today. Uh-kay. Had chem test today. Double omg. During recess we had to stay back for hip-hop practice. Triple omg. Meredith and I tried to escape so we crawled out of class. hahaha.

After school qian, meredith, gladys, cherie, nicole and I went for inline skating. The skates and the gear was so smelly, so so very smelly. But skating was really fun. I regained my skill to skate! hahaha was like damn rusty at first but became better(: I hate depressions in the road. They catch me offguard.

Then went cycling. At first I got a really slow bike. Stupid bike. It was so slow I was lagging so much behind. Then gladys wanted to trade so she became the one riding the slow " very sway" bike. Stupid stupid bike. In the end she hated it. hahaha. Then went to BK and I got my princess crown! yay! ( cheesy smile) Then before we even left for the route back, meredith's and my bike stalled. How very stupid. Then we had to ask for help from the nearby bike stall and the guy was so naggy. So we waited from him to help us fix the bike. And we were way past the meeting time.

Note to self: Never trust cheap stuff easily. What a cheap bike. Go figure.

Then meredith and I cycled like crazy all the way back. hahaha. Then we saw cherie qian gladys and nicole going in the opposite direction cause they made one big round. So in the end we were all late. So we cycled like mad all the way back. But we didnt get scolded because it wasnt our fault. Stupid stupid bike.

Shall go cycling again soon. V.v.v fun.

Omg its going to rain tonight.

I love it when it rains at night.

2007-08-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

" God will help those who help themselves."

2007-08-21T03:36:00.000-07:00

My brother is sunburnt after canoeing this afternoon! hahaha! cheezels, I wish I could get sunburnt too! Heh.

Cycling and skating was cancelled this afternoon because it was drizzling. What a waste of my time. Angry face. Postponed to thursday, not friday cause there might be friendlies. Might get to skip higher chinese also because mrs bowness gave permission.

Very pleased with arrangement. Shall be so. Postponed tuition to friday because of the chem test on thurs. Am very stressed. NOT. Am very slack. I swear I m going to just die if I dont buck up. Chem, chinese, A math and E math are extremely threatening to me, and I dont want to fail and retain! ( inserts sad face) Must buck up.

Am going to study chem later. Come on, me. Pleased face. Byebye I m gonna watch pearl harbor again. Its so sad. War history between America and the Japanese is definately very interesting on screen. heehee.

2007-08-19T05:02:00.000-07:00

Awesome shopping, fun, company, day.

Went for cath class today. Am such a good girl. ( inserts happy face) Then momma daddy and I went to IMM to shop. ate ajisen ramen. V.v.v.v.v good. Yum. Am very fat now.

Bought my bro's friend's gift. I m so kind, and he is so lucky to have me. Please me and go down and kiss my royal toes. hah.

Anyhow then picked my brother up from training then headed to town to do more shopping. and my mom bought me a new bed. I didnt want it, they forced it against me. Plus, bought my limited mango top! yay(: Am v.v.v happy. ( inserts super happy face)

Then went for tuition. and ms lee was like so irritated today that she screamed at the wig woman. hahaha. funny lah. the wig woman was scared to teeny weeny bits. teeheehee. zebra didnt come today. Am overjoyed. Class was so peaceful. Should have captured the moment when ms lee heard that keith got 38. Should have captured also when she kept whacking adam cause he failed.

Then went to ps after tuition cause nigel and adam wanted the (1) fried mars bars which were v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v GOOD. everyone should go try. esp with the icecream. (2) chicken that skittles and keith bought. which was again v.v.v.v.v good. But I got to eat them for free! haha yay I abide to my kiamsiap rules. Am a very obedient girl.must thank nice people(:

V. productive day today. Plus a v. big secret.

I'm sorry but this isnt going to work out right,
I dont want a repeat of history.

2007-08-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

Everyone go watch Rush Hour 3. Is v. good. Value for money.

I think japanese is v.v.v hot. Hotstuff I swear. When you watch the movie, and listen to that jap guy rattling on. Ohmygod. Japanese is therefore a v. hot language + Chris Tucker was absolutely hilarious in the movie.

Was v.v.v happy just now. Now v.v.v grouchy. Stupid maid and cherie aint replying.

( inserts ubber grouchy face here)

I love my bestfriend much although she can be quite slow, quite unknowledgable and quite ridiculous but nonetheless, despite her shortcomings she is still very much loved(:

2007-08-17T22:49:00.000-07:00

V. sad. V. pathetic day. Not going out today. Am gonna do productive studying. I hope. Need motivation. Come now.

Anyhow. being a sad morning. I woke up at 1. Didnt go for R-league. Could not wake up. HEEHEE V. Cheesy face. nupp! Am going to watch rush hour later with a free kiddo who doesnt have a programme on tonight. Am very happy now.

Must, must, must find out who jappo is.

are we both running away from reality?
are we escaping from the truth?
Or is it just a one-sided affair?

2007-08-17T03:46:00.000-07:00

" I dont run until the it hurts, I run until the pain stops."

-Author Unknown

This morning was a great way to start a friday. I cant wait for monday morning. I m kinda starting to love school. A bit. heehee. Actually alot!- smiles cheesily.

Anyhow day became better when we got to play captains ball instead of hiphop. Even though power pocky kinda lost really really badly, it was still great fun(: P.S pocky is the name of my baby hair. hahaha.

Had major physical training today. I swear I think my thighs expanded 0.2 cm in radius. omg yuck. Today's failure is not going to beat me down, cause I'll work even harder and next time I'll prove it to you.

Baically, this sums up everything.

Sometimes when I look back,
I somewhat regret that I did not treasure the past,
that I did not treasure you.
But its all too late, isnt it?

2007-08-13T05:27:00.001-07:00

HIATUS.

2007-08-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Zibing!(: I love you so much and I hope this day will be special for you(:

I cant find any of our photos together though!): and I dont want to grab it from the old cd cause I think there's a virus!):

Anyhow, our friendship has certainly come a long way through the past few years be it primary or secondary school(:

I love you very much and god bless(: happy fifteenth!

2007-08-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

Humble is the stem upon which the mighty grow.

2007-08-10T09:28:00.000-07:00

I wish happy moments would never end.

candid shots are the cutest shots ever.
roxanne i love you!
pandan leaf bollywood style.

sec three squash!
somethings gone wrong!
xiao hai zi guai guai!

kiss cherie!
kiss me!
kiss glads!

I think bloopers are the most important photos, cause they show the true meaning of living without hiding behind any facade.

I officially declare that I m anti B. I m such a girlfriend person(: triple wow.

Anyhow this morning, history project meeting and katrina cheryl and debra called me at an ungodly hour of 9am. omg. i dragged myself up. then i met them at serene and ate more macs( omg wth. 4 days consecutively) then did history. then cheryl left and debra went for facial so kat and i sat down and mugged bio. w.o.w. so hardworking. nah bullshit. hoho. my pink pencil broke again. AGAIN. i bought a new one. another pink one. but different brand. haha lest davinia gets exasperated if my pencil breaks down again. hoho.

then debra came back with a cupcake for me and i was so happy! then i left to go homee. and slacked and slacked watched stuff on youtube. then cherie came over and we made potato salad. super rush. then cabbed to charmaine's house cause we were late.

haha bbq was so fun(: although i was very annoyed with that !@(*&*@#&@ person. wtf if you dont want to eat what i cook then just shutup and get lost lah. damn you. learn how to shut your trap. biatch. grr. !(#*&*@!

pictures are up! today was an awesome awesome day. good company(:

2007-08-09T08:01:00.000-07:00

Knowledge without morality does not bring wisdom.

Last night was awesome.

even though my mom kinda took an hour to drive me there.

but anyhow, much love mommy(:

Happy national day peeps! + bestfriend<3

I have been eating macs for the past week.

one day i m gonna die when all the fats clog up my coronary arteries.

hell yeah. plus ate tau huey today(:

then did some very constructive studying.

I love you raina! I learnt something today!<3

did i tell you about arter and athena?

went to town today too.

but i was so brokee.

national day treat to myself.

dingtaifung(:

couldnt shop

so went to meet my parents and brother at toa payoh.

but feet hurt.

stupid pumps.

then went to uncle arthur's house for dinner.

national day, well its over.

time to get down to some serious mugging.

bye peeps(:

2007-08-08T03:08:00.000-07:00

I love my mom(: three cheers for mommy!<3

No pictures today because I m not gonna show the blooper photos to anyone! heehee!pssh roxanne!

Today was awesomeee! firstly national day celebrations in school! screamed our lungs out! patriotism tsk tsk! had lots of fun!(: i love celebrations! it just gets the mood(:

then training. then left at 12 to meet the rest in town. and turns out that i was late for alone so i had to wait for them until they came out. but luckily i met huimei, daryl, cherie loh and adria who saw me pitifully eating my venezia by myself. hahaha. and huimei readily agreed to sponser me if i went to watch secrettt with her! haha i love huimei! but i didnt in the end. met teri, debbo kat and ana at lido. then kat and ana left so we decided to catch disturbia.it was really a good thriller. and i was so scared i was covering my eyes throughout the whole thing! and and i threw my nugget into the next seat when the scary part came! hahaha! ey but i didnt scream! this shows i m BRAVE. hoho. i really didnt! i opened my mouth and attempted to scream but nothing came out hahaha!

then after movie went to eat icecream(: saw alot of people in town today also. hoho. half the school cohort was in town today i guess. lol. then walked about in taka then we came home! I wanted to go home with my brother cause i was scared but he left without me! geez what a bird. nehxx to him. hahaha.

i love everyone who made my day so happy<3

2007-08-07T03:19:00.000-07:00

Good evening. I m princess lydia. ruler of all you peasants ( includes val katrina and cheryl wong plus many many more heehee) and the cutest girl on earth. hoho.

I love myself truly and deeply and my love for myself shall never change. hoho. I have gone nuts. geez I love saying my current wave phrase to cheryl when she annoys me with her constant never ending horrid smsing to alphabet- factoria. hurhur.

Today was awesome! start of a long weekend! plus more bio mugging!(:

oh oh and I heard something really funny today!

mrs wang: where did debra go?
katrina: i dont know
mrs wang: she's in town right?
cheryl: you mean literally???

( insert pun.)

HAHAHA so funny! okay nvm if you dont get it. inside joke. heehee.

after school headed for serene with katrina. then met debra that loser (heehee) then cheryl came along. thank god for cheryl or i'd have to endure their consistent yakking away which totally deafens my poor ears.i m so officially ANTI-B ( and katrina isnt one even though she claims she is) haha so got started on a little history work and we laughed pretty much today. and ate alot. and me as a stingy scrooge ate up katrina nuggets cause she didnt want them. hoho in my mind i was thinking ( rule no 3- always go for free food) HAHAHA and debra and kat kept laughing at me!): oh wells then they left. so cheryl and i continued mugging. and cheryl was annoying me with her stupid phone. nehhz.

then left serene and came home(: i have to go bathe and prepare to watch tv! hurray i love tv! tomorrow's gonna be a wonderful day(: awesome awesome shitzz!

2007-08-06T04:50:00.000-07:00

Today was a wonderful, wonderful day(:

I m looking forward to going to school nowadays. thats really good.

I love heart to heart talks<3

2007-08-05T05:36:00.000-07:00

I hate it when the weekend ends.

But then again, a fresh new week begins.

this means there's my favourite teevee programmes on(:

brilliant, i have waited one whole weekend for my teevee show. hoho.

the weekend was pretty good.

Saturday.

had oral. i love oral. haha.

was unnaturally calm though.

then did cip for 4 hours for the r-league.

then at 3 cabbed with gladys and cherie to kallang to grab seats for the nicol david match.

it was so bloody full. and we managed to squeeze into this tiny space.

caused us to have blood clotting plus numbness in legs as well as buttbone aches. haha.

then meredith roxanne and qian came.

they squeezed in with us too. haha.

match was really good. once-in-a-lifetime exposure(:

as a disciple of roxanne, i shall therefore constantly remind myself about the 3 rules she has set.

rule no 1) never take cab

rule no 2) always take free rides

rule no 3) always take free stuff.

yes i m damn stingy and kiasu now.dont care. i need to protect my money. be a scrooge.haha.

i like kallang. there's a big tree outside. and gladys and alex were bollywood dancing around the tree.

haha so amusing.

then after the game followed cherie back to her house to get the carrot cake charlene made.

it was so yummy. plus cherie let me eat sorbet too.

i love you bestfriend!<3

then my whole family came to fetch me.

then they went shopping.

then went to eat prata.

that was like 12 plus past midnight.

so i slept in the car cause i was too tired to shove up to eat prata.

came home.

spent like 2 hours choosing my middle name

then slept at 2.

Sunday.

dad kicked me out of bed at an unearthly hour of 9.

( was so pissed i kicked him away cause i wanted to sleep. hehe)

went for cath class.

after church sent andre for training.

then sent andre for tuition.

viewed mount sophia ( house that we bought)

sup nice. i m gonna brainwash my dad into giving me that house next time.hoho.

then went to town to meet raince before tuition.

shopped and bought new shoes(:

i m going back to buy that lovely green mango top(:

then went for tuition.

tuition was terrible.

i think the class was really mean to the relief teacher.

he was like so... sad. haha

but oh wells.

i hate the stupid zebra as usual. he ACTS like he's so smart. ahh whateverr.

today the zebra became the orange pulp though.

then dad came to pick me up and went home.

haha the end. thats all of my wonderful weekend.

looking forward to this coming week(:

national day celebrations on wed. early release.

but gotta squash till lunchtime.

then meeting my dearests in town for ALONE/ DISTURBIA/RUSH HOUR(:

cant wait! then partyy at night(:

I miss the times, when you had your own personality.

when you were someone, that I could trust.

But I no longer can, not anymore.

that girl i once knew has been replaced.

2007-08-04T10:26:00.001-07:00

Good day. It is the wee hours of the early morning. 1.26am.

got home pretty later today. cause my parents went night shopping. then very late night eating at prata cafe. so i came home late and i m going to sleep soon.

after much discussion with xiaomin over msn just now, i therefore have streamlined my middle name down to alexis. it sounds kinda familiar somewhere, cant remember but its the nicer of the whole lot. no longer lydia delphina. hehehe. or lydia alexandra. all sound too gay. xiaomin wanted lydia anne though. nahmind. shall not change anymore. shall not be fickle.

Hello Lydia Alexis(:

2007-08-03T03:29:00.001-07:00

[Edited post]

I m a dedicated blogger. hoho.

Fridays are so, so awesome<3

Anyhow i got back my mood to blog. hahaha yay(:

i just finished my teevee marathon. omg after i watched that army drama show on teevee, suddenly i m so worried for my brother! oh no! i dont want to see him shave botak in that disgusting worse-than-obs place! and plus its so scary and disgusting! i cant imagine him living in that gross place for 2 whole years! omg omg suddenly i feel so sad for my brother! i hope he doesnt get disgusting army mates with B.O or something!): although he really annoys me sometimes but i think when he goes to the army, its gonna be so boring in the house):

And plus when andre goes to the army, i'd be so so so so so so proud of my big boy!(:

nooo i dont want my brother to go to army! esp after he has taken such great care in his hair!):

Okay. today was a boring day.

only exciting part was that the yoghurt thingy came to school! and i spent half my recess queueing up!

haha after school i asked sherilyn to buy for me(: and there was this awfully annoying girl behind complaining.

haha but heck, i pretended not to hear her. hahaha.

so then i spent the first part of the afternoon singing away in the hall.

omg i pray it doesnt rain on wed.

or else everyone would have to endure my awful singing!( hehe i tell the truth)

but i m like high class ( last row singers)

so i m hiding behind cassi ( middle class singer)

HAHAHA(:

Okay byebye i have english oral tomorrow. must sleep early! i have to wake up like balls freaking early!):

i m not going out tomorrow. i think. haha gonna be a good girl and mug tomorrow(:

cause someone is abandoning me! grr!

2007-08-02T08:17:00.000-07:00

Eternal Flame- Atomic kitten

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
But is this burning an eternal flame

Thank god its friday tomorrow(:

2007-08-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

I swear that today, reuben cracked me up so bad.

I showed reuben the photo of nicol david.

reuben says:
is that a guy or girl?
reuben says:
guy right
Lydia says:
GIRL YOU ASS. LOOK.
Lydia says:
she's not flat okay.
reuben says:
serious
reuben says:
seriously
reuben says:
my chest is bigger than that
Lydia:
you look like her
reuben:
no-.-
reuben says:
she looks like a guy man
Lydia says:
eh yknow who she is?
Lydia says:
she's world no 1
reuben says:
wtf?
reuben says:
serious
Lydia says:
ya duh
Lydia says:
she's everywhere in the newspaper
reuben says:
i mean
Lydia says:
you should be honoured to look like her!
reuben says:
YA DUH SHE LOOKS LIKE ME

correction: HE looks like HER. hahaha omg i swear he cracks me up so bad.

2007-08-01T07:31:00.000-07:00

I dont like this. I m going on an anti-b campaign.

2007-08-01T02:20:00.000-07:00

Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end, you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.No tagbacks.

( I must be nuts, I cant believe I m playing this stupid game with debbo)

#1 I like to keep lots of florida's natural and butter biscuits near my bed cause I pop them into my mouth at night. hahaha. okay this is not a weird habit though. i have no weird habits okay! only COOL habits. hah!

#2 I like to carry my notebook /planner everywhere I go. keeps me inform of events taking place what! even though stupid ignorant people like TIAOMIN and cheryl wong keep laughing at me): and debra and kat also laugh at me!): not fairr! hahaha but then again, i m cool.

#3 I can sleep anywhere. I consider this a gift from heaven okay. lol.

#4 I m a cheapskate. ( just recently became one) roxanne's my new idol. i shall aspire to be as cheapo as roxanne. its good. hahaha. or maybe be alex no 2. another cheapo lil brudder. hoho.

( I cant think of anymore!): cause everyone knows everything about me what! um okay i m just gonna crap something up)

#5 i like it when it rains at night. sleep better yknow(:

#6 i like japan because they sell royce chocolate really cheap. TEEHEEHEE:D

#7 i can play squash, badminton and tennis. but i cant play pingpong for nuts. never.ask.lydia.to.play.ping.pong. NO BALL SENSE.

#8 now that i m damn cheapo, i shall display signs of scrooginess. HAHAHA this is so lame. uhh, lets see i spend 30 mins every week on sunday nights counting my piggy bank money. flaw, i know yes. i m a scrooge hoho(:

( 2 more 2 more think!)

#9 i cant eat otah for nuts.

#10 i like my honeystars with milk(:

DONE. omg. quote from debbo " so taxing yes"

okay. do this. CHERIE. GLADYS. JEANKOH.CASSI ( if you see this) TIAOMIN ( if you see this) GLENN ( if you see this).

2007-07-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

ey i wasnt ready to take this shot!

gasp gasp so nervoussssss):

omg that must be my most nervewrecking moment!

2007-07-31T04:17:00.000-07:00

i got booked today. hoho. cause i was like half asleep in the morning so i wore the wrong uniform. then while walking to school i suddenly realised and i woke up and became hysterical. ahh heck, its just one more demerit point. better watch it though.

school was boring today with all the boring lessons. during pe, we did something so stupid. hip-hop. i swear i cant dance for nuts. it was so tedious and i was practically begging for time to pass quickly. i rather listen to mr jo going on about bio then watch a freaking weird woman teach us how to dance. she had makeup on to dance? and she can shake really well and do hip-hop, but I CANT. so face it, no point teaching me. i looked like a ~~freaking chicken trying to fly.~~ i stopped dancing in pri 3 hello? i cant move anymore.

then during history debra dav and i were fooling about and werent playing attention. we decided to give dav a new name. she's now officially known as aishwarai avinash david ardyard. hahaha coolshit. debra's gonna give me a tennis grip too(: yay ilovedebra(: and we are gonna watch ALONE together next week.( haha okay i shall quit it with the punning. lol) hoho boo to scardy cats like cheryl and dav who dont pay money to scare themselves. hoho!

after school stayed back for mr tee's remedial. lasted for about an hour. then i went to j8. need to start preparing for my brothers birthday. gonna go brokee! never mind, i m like such a nice sister. they had better appreciate the good in me. hahaha. then cherie came. so we decided to study a bit. ya mug mug mug mug. eat eat eat eat. mug eat mug eat mug eat. then today surprisingly we saw alot of people. and cherie managed to get back her money so hurray for her. hahaha. yah then mug eat mug eat mug eat. then fluffy joined us. so mug eat mug eat more. then i decided to leave cause i wanted to sleep.

okay now i m home. end of story. please come again tomorrow. goodbye.

2007-07-30T05:23:00.000-07:00

Yknow, sometimes I m so thankful to be in 3gy where all the fun is happening. although our class grades are LIKE SHIT and stuff, but all of us are so bonded and united and care for each other. like during racial harmony day, we all wore sarees and that was so cute and stuff(: I know i can always rely on you guys when anything in my life turns for the worst. because in 3gy, everyone is one big family and everyone loves everyone else(:

Anyhow. someone help me. i have to think of a middle name by this saturday.

cassi wants to call me LYDIA BLENCATHRA ONG. omg. damn dumb. read the following extract. cassi cracks me up(:

cassi: what about lydia ann ong?
me: no too plain. i want something more exciting.
cassi: okay. how bout lydia tea ong? lydia bean ong? AHA now THATS exciting(:

HAHAHAHA omg. whack balls its damn hilarious.I love cassi(:

omg can you imagine? LYDIA AUGUSTINE OF HIPPO ONG? omg omg omg.

[9 mins later]

Okay cassi and i have decided on lydia delphina ong cause thats the only thing that sounds appropriate. there was like GETRUDE? which totally sounds like a prune. although i really wanna be LYDIA AUGUSTINE OF HIPPO or LYDIA JOAN OF ARC. hoho coolshit(:

2007-07-30T02:58:00.000-07:00

Actually you were one of the best, but then you became the worst.

Is it so impossible for a clique to remain united? with no jealousy, hatred or vengence? I should think not. because you are overpowered by your weaknesses.

Today: school-damn boring. i hate school. omg.

left class at 12 for the nicol david thingy. gladys and i didnt attend the talk cause we had to guard the food ( and eat them too) yeah it was kinda fun cause we were snacking. didnt really get to play much today. but oh wells. i m glad i guarded the food. got to do some drives with gladys while the rest were at the talk so i did some exercise? hahaha. yah then the other schools came and blah blah blah. and we took lots of pictures and she signed alot of stuff for us. yay! pictures will be up when gladys and cherie sends it to me.

okay i m going to bathe now. byebye.

If i ever thought that you could be the one I could turn to, then maybe I was wrong.